out of brain experience

round peg square hole
what am i doing here?
this isnt my world
these arent my people
do i have people?
the cameras flash
feet stomp
and the band plays on
drinks are poured
and the people dance
some one yells some unintelligible
the night that wouldnt end
thinking somebody just shoot me
lone ranger lays his gun down on the table
and goes dancing with his squaw
the cameras flash
laughter
feet stomp
and the band plays on
drinks are poured
and the people dance
i glance at the handle of the pistol
it would be too easy to pick it up
the overwhelming urge to point it at my head and shoot
 frightens me...
it would be too easy.
something dangerous about simplicity.
the cameras flash
laughter
feet stomp
and the band plays  on
drinks are poured
and the people dance
dancing in circles around the tiny dance floor
dancing circles around me
dancing in circles in my head
do you  ever get dizzy?
the cameras flash
laughter
feet stomp
and the band plays  on
drinks are poured
and the people dance
what am i doing here?
is that candlebox?